YOU Still Owe ME Money Erik Taylor

You promised to pay me and you haven't! YOU OWE ME MONEY!

You said you "just wanted to help" and you were so worried about my situation-
How I was so close to ending up homeless and  had been facing the possibility for so long. Long enough that it's hard to remember that most of my life wasn't this way.

Mr Erik Taylor, self described nice guy who enjoys going out of his way to help strangers in desperate straits out of the goodness of his heart. The same Erik Taylor, MUSICIAN, who implies he is financially well off and is just giving back.

Yes, the real Erik Taylor is a total fraud- he's a cheap little hustler who rips people off. He lies about anything and everything. His focus is always on getting what he wants without earning it or paying for it. He seems to really enjoy situations when he can take advantage of the suckers who make the mistake of believing him. He could care less about anybody but himself. I may have been suckered but that doesn't make you a better person, Erik. It does make you a thief and a scam artist. In fact, there's no competition I can offer in those areas. You'll beat me hands down if that's what we're being rated on.

Thank you, Erik Taylor.  It was such a big help to save me from homelessness when you offered to pay me more than I would have been able to earn, took up a lot of my time I needed to be earning money- Yes, good for you, Erik, you got a great bargain! I gave it my all and how much did you pay me?  Not a fucking penny. Not because you weren't pleased with what I did for you but because you're a lying thief.  You didn't care if not paying me caused me to be homeless. You were so angry I wouldn't just let YOU help me by ME moving in with you and becoming your unpaid live in personal assistant, maid, nanny, and hooker.

And I LOVE how you have threatened to take everything away from me and make sure I'm living on the streets when confronted for not paying me. What happened to pretending to be a nice guy?  Now you're pretending to be some dangerous master criminal who has the power and skill to control and ruin the lives of other people?  Yeah, right. I get it.  You're a con artist.  A liar and not a word out of your mouth can be believed.

You did make one little tiny mistake a good scam artist NEVER makes. You admitted you weren't going to pay me what I was owed IN WRITING when you sent my one of your many vicious emails.

Erik my dear, when you lie, eventually they come back and bite you on the ass. If you would just stick to the truth, sure it would be hard and embarrassing but it would be a lot better than what you do now. All the unnecessary drama you cause. You make a fool of yourself and you act like a psycho. And eventually it's obvious that you are a LIAR! You do that all to yourself with your actions. I didn't make up anything to make you look bad. I don't need to.  I described what you did, what you said. You make yourself look bad, my dear. Then there's what you've said about me. You made up total lies. Situations that never happened, things I NEVER said or even thought. You lied about what happened between us. Lies, lies, lies, so many lies Erik Taylor. Like most liars, you get tripped up by your own lies.

You have tried to manipulate me and are still trying to use me. I'm not falling for it anymore. You can keep on trying to break me, it's what you want to do because I wasn't a nice little stupid bitch who went along with everything you said.  Well baby, I am more than just stubborn. When pushed, I can push back harder and I know where to aim.  I don't like being used and abused and I won't take any more of your crap.

The truth is, all I am to you now, Erik Taylor, is just someone you owe money to.There is no friendship, no love between us. I don't like you. I just want the money you promised to pay me.

What Does it Take to Get Rid of ERIK TAYLOR

How does one rid your life of Erik Taylor? This lowlife moron NEVER goes away! I've done everything I could think of to get my message through this moron's head-

I'M NOT INTERESTED IN ERIK TAYLOR. I can't stand him! I think he's an ugly, lazy worthless human. He's a failure at everything that matters- a father, a husband, a friend, a lover.

Just go away, Erik! Go bother all those women you claim are lined up outside your house. (yeah, right!)
I'm not interested in you!  Go ahead, call me a whore all you like, Erik.  I may be a whore, but I'm still too good for you.

How Long Does It Take Erik Taylor

How long does it take for YOU, Erik Taylor, to figure out that your bullshit manipulations don't work anymore? How many times do I have to tell you I'm not interested before you get it?  Did you really think that making me french toast day before yesterday would get you laid?

Using the L word

"There is no one as low as someone who uses the word "Love" when they don't mean it. Like say, referring to a booty call as making love. Yes, the wonderful Erik does that. He claims he  makes love. How can that be when he's incapable of loving.

More on this later. Work calls.

Thanks For The Phone Call Last Night Erik Taylor

So nice of you to call last night, Erik. What were you thinking? Did you really think I was going to forgive you? Are you totally brain dead?

"Go fuck yourself"

I Still Feel the Same About You Erik Taylor

I still can't stand you, Erik Taylor. You hit me, you lied to me and you are still lying about me. I'll bet you lie to yourself, too, Creep!

I can't believe I agreed to move in with you and then actually moved in with you! I'm still not sure why I did that. Definitely was out of character for me. Why I said "Yes" after all those other times I said "No" is a mystery to me. Nothing had changed. You hadn't changed. I suppose I was hoping you had. I should know better. People rarely change and people like you NEVER change. You don't grow, mature or evolve. You're stuck on stupid and going nowhere.

You were lucky that I waited until morning to move out. You got lucky in more ways than you think. I knew I couldn't (and wouldn't) live with you the first time you raised your voice and told me how things were going to be (The Erik Taylor way, always Erik's way).

You're a creep, Erik. A controlling creep who can't control your own life.

P.S.
Your "friends" are stupid, creepy and butt-ugly! Brain damaged drug addicts who can't hold a thought, let alone make sense.

Erik Taylor and the Ugly Entourage of the Dredges of Society

Nothing as dumb as old meth whores! Yes, I'm talking about the "friends" of Erik Taylor. Poor things don't have a life of their own so they feel compelled to involve themselves in stranger's lives. I can't imagine how bored you'd have to be to do that. I didn't know it was possible to be that bored.

Thanks so much for your interest in what I've written about Erik Taylor. Why you even want to read it is beyond me. I make it clear I hate Erik Taylor. You can't convince me that he's not an asshole. So why go out of your way to find everything I've written? It's not as if what I'm writing is great lit- for god's sake, I'm venting, you morons. This is a very small sliver of my life. And I have a life filled with all sorts of interesting things that keep me busy. Then some asshole from my past feels the need to reconnect and I'm reminded of why I think he is an asshole.

Get off your tweeker ass and do something. Make yourself useful- do volunteer work. Learn something- read a book. Hell, watch tv. Hit your pipe a few more times and have a few more drinks. But to act as if you're involved in a total stranger's life makes you a pathetic fool with too much free time on your hands.

Hmm, I just thought of this. I'll bet it has something to do with low IQs and being raised in front of a tv by dysfunctional parents who don't know how to parent. They never learned how to amuse themselves.

Erik's Ugly Entourage of the Dredges of Society , perfect examples of the unwashed masses. They're lucky they live in a society where we don't kill the useless members- you know the ones, who steal, cheat and are always looking for a way to get something for nothing. Who do a half assed job on just about everything they attempt and blame it on someone- anyone else.

Enjoy trying to put yourself in my life. This is the closest you'll ever get. Maybe I'll start sharing the stories Erik told about his hanger ons (his words- you dumb bitches- ) Nah, I have other things I'd rather do and you all are so typical and boring- your lives consist of same old shit, new day.

Erik Taylor is WEAK

Jeez, Erik- you are the ultimate little weakling aren't you- got those dumb bitches involved because you can't win. Pretty mean of you to throw such stupid imbeciles to the wolves- or more accurately, the big bad wolf.

I was a dumb bitch to have anything to do with Erik-but I realized he was a liar pretty quick- I also refused to let him pull any of his crap and I'll be damned if I'll put up with ANY MORE shit from him- which has pissed that petty little controlling tyrant off to no end- he's never been able to control me like he's always been able to do with women. What a moron! You don't have to know me well to know that trying to control me is a waste of time and will cause you huge headaches.

So Erik, you dumb fuck- you need a big dose of reality again. Let's talk about you and I, loser. Let's talk about how you have been asking me to move in with you since the first night you met me and every time I said no you turned into a vindictive bitch- how about when you get violent- you fucking bastard. How you love me one day and if I don't do what you say, you hate me the next. You're a psycho!

Gee Erik- don't want anyone to know how you caught me in a moment of weakness and you moved me into your house last month. Guess that makes you look real dumb for calling ME a stalker. Hell, I just hate you and want to vent all the shit I've dealt with from you. But back to YOU, after 2 and a half years of trying- finally got me to move in with you. I realized what a mistake I'd made and couldn't wait until you went to work so I could move myself right out the next morning. You'll be holding that grudge of how I "rejected " you yet again for a long time. Try and deny you moved me in Erik- I have the e-mail where you bitch me out about the house key- you know- the key to your house YOU gave me when You moved me in.

Erik has severe emotional problems and needs help. He's so screwed up. And he screwed up with me. I actually loved the jerk at one time.

Erik LOVES to tell people I'm stalking him. He only wishes I was stalking him. That's what he likes to say so he won't have to admit he has been rejected by a hooker. OOPS! I'm not supposed to tell anyone that. Oh well too late. Yep, I'm that hooker- the hooker that Erik fell in love with. He's going to be pissed as hell that said that. He doesn't want anyone to know we met because he was a customer of mine. and that he fell in love with a hooker.

Erik needs to stop lying to himself and to everyone around him. and he damn well better stop lying about me. He needs to stop dragging other people into the issues he and I have. He might want to consider what will happen if some of my friends get a hold of him. They really hate men who hit women. Erik would be a dead man.

Oh, and Erik- you still owe me money. If you'd just pay me- you wouldn't hear from me again. But you just have to hang on somehow, don't you? I want it over and done with- I've had more than enough of you to last me forever.

Erik Taylor in a Nutshell

This is the type of behavior you can expect from Erik Taylor

**He's pretty much all talk without ever backing it up- from what he tells you he'll help you with, to what he offers to do for you , to what he wants to do to you.

**shallow & selfish

**a tyrant, a controlling little jerk. Has to have his way on everything.

**dishonest, lies about most things

**Unreliable- never never never depend on Erik. Erik thinks nothing of flaking, doesn't even bother to let you know & if you bring it up he goes off on a tirade- blaming you for everything & making up stuff so he can keep screaming & not let you get a word in edgewise. He wouldn't want something as unimportant as the TRUTH to get in the way.

**self centered- it's all about Erik, or he's not interested

**physically violent at times, emotionally abusive most of the time. Erik has to have women who don't have opinions of their own. That are willing to let Erik decide everything. The only women Erik does well with are the doormat kind of women.

**He's critical & mean & yells a lot. He's got a hair trigger temper & takes out his anger on whoever he thinks he can get away with doing it to.

**He holds grudges- but he won't tell you he's angry. Petty, petty man

Bravo Erik Taylor

Things I should have said to Erik Taylor instead of the note I left telling him, nicely, that I moved out because I was uncomfortable with the situation.  

Hey Erik! Good job of getting me to move in- and ever better job of making me realize what a huge mistake it was. Thanks for doing it so quickly! Not even 24 hours.  I was convinced enough to move out that next morning.

You deserve every bad thing that happens to you. You're such a selfish, self centered person. You only care about yourself.

You think I like being yelled over NOTHING? Oh wait, I told you repeatedly to stop yelling at me and I didn't like it. Is that "normal" communication in your world? It must be because you do it all the time. It's a miserable way to live & I'm not willing to do it. Are you that dumb? Don't you know there are better ways to communicate? How do you feel when you get yelled at? All I know is I don't need anyone who acts as bad as you do in my life. I don't want someone who thinks yelling is acceptable in my life.

The last thing I wanted was to live with a controlling tyrant who thought it was acceptable to tell me what I could and couldn't do and how I was going to live my life. You don't get to tell me what to do! Just who do you think you are? I make my own decisions. I don't need you to make them for me.

The nerve of you! You expected me to basically be a slave, work for free. It's not as if you are a generous guy, either. You take take take. It's all about Erik, what Erik wants, what can be done to make Erik's life easier. That's just sick! I have my own life and  it's just as important as yours. You wouldn't think so the way you act.

You've always done the following, but in that one night I lived with you it hit home just how unreasonable you are. You "solved" every difference of opinion we had by deciding "we" would do it your way. How could you possibly think that's okay? You think that's how I wanted it? Sound fair to you? Just because I didn't say anything each time you did it that night doesn't mean it didn't really bother me. I was just trying not to argue with you. I didn't want to be yelled at. I was hoping you were acting like such a total asshole because of the situation (nerves, stress, over excitement...) but by morning I realized that you would always do that and you would become angry if I didn't agree with you and do it your way. I knew that when you had me dependent on you, you would use that to get your own way. You are pathetic.

I've said it before but you lost the best thing you ever had a chance at. You had a chance to grow as a person. You could have learned how to communicate without yelling. You could have learned how to deal with your anger issues. Yeah, Erik, I could have taught you a lot. You forget what I used to do for a living. I dealt with people with your issues. You should learn to appreciate chances you get and to show your appreciation by being kind and respectful.

It was such a relief when I moved my stuff out of your house. I couldn't imagine living day after day with someone as mean and unreasonable as you. You are way too used of the doormat girlfriends- like your current live in idiot who you are quick to say "isn't your girlfriend" . Bullshit! That's your stand in girlfriend- that is until you find someone else better to take your current loser's place. I can't believe she's dumb enough to let you pull that- replacing her and kicking her out. She may be stupid but you're really a mean asshole.

As for me- were you a brain dead idiot?  How could you ever have believed that I would let you get away with your crap for very long? I tolerate bad behavior just long enough for me to assess the situation (and make sure I'm not misreading something, or am out of line). When I realize it's someone being a jerk, I have to do something. I sure as hell won't let them continue to treat me badly. Nobody gets to treat me like crap and I'll let them. I deserve better. Much better.

I don't care what YOU want now. When it comes to you, all that matters is what I need and want. How does it feel? That's how you treated me all this time. The difference is you claimed you loved me when you were treating me so badly. I warned you what happens when you treat me badly. I refuse to take it anymore.

P.S.  
You're welcome, Erik Taylor. Nice of you to thank me for cleaning up your dirty kitchen.  Oh, that's right,  you never thanked me. Never even acknowledged it. There's no way you couldn't have not noticed it had been cleaned. Your kitchen was disgustingly filthy.  You  just take everything for granted, don't you Erik?
You have no manners, show no appreciation when someone cleans up YOUR mess.  "Please" and "Thank you" are words you should be using Erik, and using them often.  

I Think Erik Taylor Is Some Kind Of Sociopath

A total fake, a fraud, that describes Erik Taylor. He lies constantly. He lies about EVERYTHING. You can't believe ANYTHING he says. He'll make so many promises, tell you what he's going to do for you. How much he loves you. He doesn't deliver on anything. He's all talk.

As for love, I doubt Erik has ever felt love. I truly believe he's some kind of sociopath. He can look you right in the eye and tell you he loves you and then a few minutes later tell you to fuck off and die. His mood swings are scary and happen for no apparent reason.

Erik wants you to believe he is well off. He drives an old-man Mercedes or his "mid-life crisis" Harley. Who is he kidding? He's a broke middle aged man who wanted to be a rock star and can't let go of that fantasy. He lives in a crappy little house in a bad neighborhood. He lives in filth, unless he can get some dumb woman to clean up after him. He works temp construction jobs.

The truth about Erik Taylor is that he has no morals and no integrity. He is a LOSER!

Erik has mommy issues

Erik can't live alone. He has to have a woman living with him. He expects the woman living with him to take care of him like a mommy would. He really wants a slave- someone who's there just for him, with no life of their own and that he doesn't have to do a thing in return for. Well, he does take out his frustration out on whoever he's living with, and he expects them to take it. It's pure HELL living with the Eriks of this world. I lasted all of a night- Yes, Erik moved me in one evening and I couldn't wait for him to leave for work the next morning so I could move myself out.